hajiimeiwaizumi:

hi, i’m dipper.

 i’m 18 years old and i’m a mentally ill disabled trans teen living in south florida with a verbally, emotionally, and mentally abusive mother, and i really need to start finding a way to get out of here

i’m going to start taking donations to get myself a laptop that can run my tablet drivers, and a new connector chord for my tablet (my old one is broken) so that i can start taking commissions to save up and get away from her. my mental health is taking the most rapid decline i’ve ever witnessed, to the point where all i want to do is lay in bed, cry, or do something awful to myself

i can’t keep living like this, with this constant abuse and her constantly going back on her word, or doing something irresponsible with her money that puts us near the eviction line. the constant threats of homelessness i get from her are driving my paranoia into the red zone, and i hate doing this because i feel vulnerable, but the truth is, i AM vulnerable, and i need help.

my paypal email address is mistergoodheavens@gmail.com

any bit helps, and if you let me know who you are when you donate, as soon as i can afford it, i’ll draw you whatever you like, you name it.

this is my only chance to get out as i’ve tried to get a job, and my social anxiety and panic attacks left me walking out of it sobbing and shaking. i can’t go back to that again, no matter how much i want to.

even if you can’t help, a signal boost would do wonders. thank you for everything, and i’m sorry it’s had to come to this.